In Between and Stuck

Today I just feel stuck. Stuck counting days, but not sure what day I am counting down to. Stuck still with no job. Stuck inbetween being the mom I want to be and waiting to find out what paperwork we need to do. I am not sure how to get myself unstuck. I am unsure how to stop feeling so blah. It can't be easy for Mike to deal with me so emotional. I am sure he wants to get back to Colby just as much as I want to. We are so close but yet today I feel so distant from everything. Just blah.